Son of a Bitch.

I’m down to 65 milligrams of Desipramene. My doctor said I’ll probably be at a point soon where the dosage will be so small it won’t matter, that I won’t feel the change in how I feel. But today? Today I feel it. The last three days have been an exercise is extreme patience. Okay...
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Great News About My Book–Also Bread.

Hello Bread, My old friend. As it turns out, underneath all the medication I was taking, I do actually have problems. Yep. That was the result of the Desipramene experiment. Me not under the influence of stomach-numbing medication = me with excruciating pain followed by what could only be termed as complete rejection of nutrition. Lettuce?...
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Lucid Dreaming: Finally Sleeping

I did a drastic medication change on Tuesday night after increasingly bad joint and muscle pain got a little out of control. I had been trying to wean myself off the desipramene and last night I ended up just going ahead and putting myself back on my original highest dosages of 75mg. I felt …fucking...
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