I Don’t Like That

I don’t like that. It took me at least an hour to process how that went down, and I decided I really don’t like that. I don’t like going to a specialist who promises he’s going to take care of me, does a very thorough exam and then requests a tests. I don’t like when…

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No, But…Like PLEASE Stop Sleeping.

Home alone tonight after Shabbot with my parents. My day has been interspersed with crazy deep napping sessions—an hour here, an hour there. I had my endoscopy yesterday and I can’t seem to shake the anesthesia out of my system. Apparently my gastroparesis is real…and really bad, because even after following the “don’t eat after…

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I Don’t Want to Sleep Anymore.

It’s 3:45 in the morning, I can’t sleep. I’m so overwhelmed by how bad the fatigue is during the day that for the past week I’ve generally only been awake for 2-3 hours at a time. Then at night I’m so tired I fall into a really deep sleep–that ends around this time and then…

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